Letting Go

Here in my hands I'm holding on
To the thing that separates me from You
I'm not wanting to let go
But knowing that's what I must do

Knowing You want the best for me
Doesn't make it any easier
The pain I feel overwhelms me
My eyes are filled with tears

But if I am to allow You
To be Lord of my life
I need to let go of my desires
In the midst of this strife

So, Lord, I open my hands
This is the best I can do
Please take this thing
That separates me from You

(written 1/5/10)